Hello blog land! What a weekend!
First of all...I have 30 followers! Wow that is great! I am so excited about that!
I titled this post Wishy Washy.
I am so wishy washy about my Lap Band surgery. Has anyone else every felt like this? Maybe it is because I am in such the early stages of this process. I feel like every day I change my mind at least 15 times about whether or not I am going to go through with "it."
Is this normal?????
Sometimes I start thinking, ya'll should be warned I over think everything, and it is like I have myself talked out of the surgery in 10 seconds.
At the end of the day I have always talked myself back into doing it.
I need this.
I have got to STOP thinking of this surgery as an elective surgery and START thinking of it as a HAVE TOO!
So, my goal of this week is simple...
QUIT BEING WISHY WASHY!
I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!
I AM DEFINITELY HAVING THE SURGERY!
NO BACKING OUT NOW OR EVER!
Thanks for reading ya'll!