Friday, March 12, 2010

WOWSER!!!!!

Ok, Ladies! I need ya'lls help!

I JUST realized that my FIRST appointment with the surgeon is MONDAY at 1:30!!

FREAKING!!!!!

I need some advise......

What are things I should say, is there anything I shouldn't say :)

HELP ME!

What should I expect?

ANY ADVISE?

YAY for ME!!!!!!!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Mary's BEAUTIFICATION Report

Since I have to WAIT 6 LONG months to have MY lapband surgery I thought I would start posting things that are dear to MY HEART!
MAKEUP honey!


Most of ya'll know I sell MARY KAY!


I LOVE makeup!


This first BEAUTIFICATION report is things MARY can NOT do with out for SPRING!


I even took some pictures. :)


TANGERINE CHEEK GLAZE!

Love IT! Sold on IT!

It is SHEER! Smells GREAT, and is MOISTURIZING!





MANGO LIP NECTAR

BEAUTIFUL spring COLOR!

It is a mixture between a lip GLOSS and a lip STICK!




I am LOVING all these orangey tones for the spring and they are SUPER HOT right now!

Hope ya'll like this kind of post!

Oh, I almost forgot here is pictures of me modeling the "LOOK!"


I went super light with just a TINTED MOISTURIZER for my foundation.

On my eyes I also went really light with only two colors MOONSTONE and HAZEL NUT only in the corner.

MASCARA.

TANGERINE CHEEK GLAZE.

MANGO LIP NECTAR.

Hope ya'll love the sexy model photos! Ha!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat

PEACE

Peace.....

I love the feeling of just absolute PEACE!

Can I tell ya'll that GOD is a great GOD!

I had some time the other night to have some just quiet time with the Lord!

I really needed that!

Some time for me to spend ALONE with GOD and just PRAISE and WORSHIP Him!

What did I get from my alone time?

PEACE!

HOPE!

I came home Monday night, and I was just in one of those moods.....God I need you now moods.

I flipped on the tv and listened to a WONDERFUL message by John Hagee.

Boy oh boy did I NEED that message!

It was about putting on The Helmet of The HOPE of SALVATION!

I got a REVELATION from God guys!

I have been at PEACE every since!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat

Monday, March 8, 2010

Reality.....

Just when I am sitting at work and thinking......

Should I really go THROUGH with this SURGERY?

Do I really need to take such a DRASTIC measure?

My BEAUTIFUL SKINNY sister posts pictures from my PRECIOUS niece's birthday party this weekend.

Pictures, I might add, I had NO IDEA that were being taken.

The WORST kind of pictures!

The kind of pictures that tell the TRUTH!

That is ME in the back ground with the coral cardigan on. When I fist saw this picture I didn't even realize it was me. I am sitting down in a chair.....you can't tell.

Ignore my brother-in-law! :)

That is ME again. When did MY butt get that big?

Where did the CHAIR go?

Pushing ALL NEGATIVE thoughts away!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat

Friday, March 5, 2010

Grandma Shoes


I decided to name this post Grandma Shoes.


Why? You ask.




It perfectly describes my past couple of days...


GRANDMA SHOES


Not only do I feel like Grandma Shoes, I probably need to be wearing Grandma Shoes!


Yes, that's right! I am 27 and need to be wearing Grandma Shoes.


These are the kinds of shoes I normally wear.

Basically some kind of cute flats.
These are the kind of shoes I DREAM about wearing...


I now need to wear GRANDMA SHOES because I am having some problems with my leg.

I went to the doctor on Thursday and she told me I had damaged the tissue in my leg, kinda like a shin splint, and needed to wear supportive shoes! :( Blah!

They also told me I had laryngitis and bronchitis! Double blah! :(

I just had a GRANDMA SHOES weekend!

Grandma shoes are super boring, no fun at all, just blah!

So after I left the doctor, I felt sorry for myself because I was "sick."

I HAD to REWARD myself....

with...


and...

and a HUGE COKE...

Then as though that was not enough. I ate 3 packs of mini Cadbury Eggs. Who would even admit to eating 3 packs of anything! They were the little bags though! :)


In all this I have really learned something about myself. I read all these blogs of people and hear about all these people who "eat in secret." I have always thought to myself....I don't do that. I am not one of those people who stop at McDonalds on the way home from work and order a value meal in secret, then get home and cook dinner and act like I haven't eaten. Even though to be honest when I read about people doing this I thought, hey not a bad idea! Just joking! It is just something I have never done.

BUT, what I do is just as bad.

I REWARD MYSELF WITH FOOD.

When I feel sorry for myself because I AM SICK, or I AM HAVING A BAD DAY, or I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY I DESERVE A COKE, or IT HAS BEEN SUCH A CRAZY WEEK, or SOMEONE HAS HURT MY FEELINGS.......

In ALL those instances I rewarded MYSELF with BAD FOOD!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

The Perfect Pair of Jeans...

I absolutely love my perfect pair of jeans.

They are the perfect color and the perfect fit.....

When they fit!

I haven't been able to wear them in 3 long years!

I miss them.

Today as I am searching online trying to find a pair of jeans that will fit, I really miss my old jeans. They were the last pair of jeans that I owned that I really really liked. All the others I have bought since then have just been get-me-bys until I can fit into my old ones.

IT HAS BEEN 3 LONG YEARS SINCE THEY HAVE GRACED THIS BOOTY!

Hopefully they will again one day soon.

I own two pairs of jeans right now, and guess what? They are both ripped. Doesn't that just stink when your legs are so big they rub together so much it thins your jeans to nothing. Then one day when it is extremely inconvenient, you climb into your husbands truck and they totally rip in a not cool area. I know ripped and shredded jeans are in stlye, but not when they are ripped in between you legs and up to your crotch! :) That is totally so not cool!

So this is a message to my favorite pair of jeans that are hanging so nicely in my closet.

I WILL GET BACK IN YOU!

IT MAY NOT BE TODAY.

IT MAY NOT BE IN 6 MONTHS.

BUT TRUST ME THERE WILL BE A DAY!

Oh, and just a side note. The picture of the girl in the jeans at the top of the blog is not me. Ha ha. I know that isn't very hard to figure out! I just wanted to make sure everyone knew!

When I can wear my favorite pair of perfect jeans again, I PROMISE I will post a picture exactly like that of ME in MY jeans!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat

Monday, March 1, 2010

Wishy Washy

Hello blog land! What a weekend!

First of all...I have 30 followers! Wow that is great! I am so excited about that!

I titled this post Wishy Washy.

I am so wishy washy about my Lap Band surgery. Has anyone else every felt like this? Maybe it is because I am in such the early stages of this process. I feel like every day I change my mind at least 15 times about whether or not I am going to go through with "it."

Is this normal?????

Sometimes I start thinking, ya'll should be warned I over think everything, and it is like I have myself talked out of the surgery in 10 seconds.

At the end of the day I have always talked myself back into doing it.

I need this.

I have got to STOP thinking of this surgery as an elective surgery and START thinking of it as a HAVE TOO!

So, my goal of this week is simple...

QUIT BEING WISHY WASHY!

I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!

I AM DEFINITELY HAVING THE SURGERY!

NO BACKING OUT NOW OR EVER!

Thanks for reading ya'll!

Cat


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